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Ok so basically I'm just me no questions asked. I hate labeling people. So if your one of those people who labels others I've got a lable for you: Labler piss off. So yhea. Umm other then that I love to write, write stories, write poems, write songs, and just purely write. i also love to sing, dance, draw, swim, and much more but those are my main loves. Especially the water! I could live anywhere as long as water is near me. Here at least I have the pool right across from my house meaning I can see the water through my window which is ok. I prefer the ocean but the pool works too. Its water. Very steralized, nasty smelling, getting dirty every five seconds, tasting bad water, but water none the less. So its all good. My number one love which I will always love it. The Ocean! I love the sea and the ocean. So all the guys that might be interested sorry. I'm taken. The ocean is my one and only lover. Had a really bad experience with guys so far. Sorry to say it but yhea its true. They all cheated on me. At least almost all. One tired to but I broke up with him before he could even do anything. So yhea. Umm I love all types of animals except cows. That one is a looonnnnnnngggggggg story. So don't even ask. Ummm other then that lets see..........I'm very close to nature and love to take walks in it just for the heck of it. It helps me think and work things out. My journals are pritty much anything that happens I'll write it down if I feel like it. That means that I could write poetry in it or I could vent out all my anger, or I could rant, or I could talk about how my life is good that day or how excited I am, or my personal favorite my internal assesments which pop up every once in a while. Those are basically how I've changed and how I've grown, and how I've learned something important about myself and how I've coped with things that I never could have before hand. Also they are about how the things that happened to me were ment to happen for some reason because of the way things turned out. Sometimes they just talk about how I am happy that things happened the way they did. These journals mainly are thoughts that run through my head on the deepest level about myself. I don't know how to explain it any other way. The journals are contemplaitive. And they just are. Just like I'm alive and just am same with those journals. Those journals are the ones that really help someone get to know me inside and out. Sometimes people take one look at me and think they know me but the truth is no one really knows who I am. And for them to really get to know me they sometimes need to shut up and listen to what things go on in my mind. And thats another thing those journals are for. To make people understand me and respect me, and understand that they really don't know me or the crap that I sometimes put up with. I may be sweet on the outside, but no one knows what goes on, on the inside of myself. They think they know me but they don't. These jurnals help people understand the inside too and give them a chance to put me together inside and outside into a real person. Not just a human but a person. So thats all I have to say. You don't like me? Well deal with it I'm not forcing you to talk to me.

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